URGGH.
URGGGGGGH.
URRGGGGGGGGGGGGH.
Sometimes i just hate being chairperson.
Like that time i held up the whole class.
when talking to a TEACHER.
Then another teacher scolded us. mind you, we didn't know WHO or WHAT she was.
Or that time.
When i was undecisive on where to lead the class for PBL.(that, my friend, stands for PERILOUSLY BORING LEARNING)
uggggh.
Or like now.
When i'm stuck in between study&duty.
i wanna study.
But duty's important too.
........................
...i wanna admit something.
i'm not fit to be a leader.
YEAH.
no use denying it.
You woudn't believe me if i told you i was one of the 'nerdy'/ 'shy'/ 'lame' kids in pri school.
i was.
It was just that, i wanted to just TRY speaking up for once.
For once.
And because of that (coming from an unknown source), 20++ people voted me for chair.
Not good.
And still is.